Initiation

It’s obvious that many of the woes of the world are due to power being given to the uninitiated. Those not initiated into love. Those doing things only for the ego.

That begs the question; am I doing this project, this blog, for personal development or transpersonal development?

In Elizabeth Haich’s autobiography, she describes a turning point where she realizes she can only embark on a healing journey, becoming a co-worker of love, an initiated, when she completely leaves her personal behind. When she recognizes she can gain no more happiness in the personal realm and vows to relinquish that dream.

But I feel like I can dance between the personal and the trans-personal.

Am I wrong? Am I greedy? Is this project fully for the ego and needs to die?

Is transpersonal art that emanates from me in service to the ego’s desire for recognition? Is it a holy marriage of the two? Or is such a marriage of the personal and transpersonal unholy?