Calling In
Awareness of the field.
A taste of which I am being given in my dreams.
Dreams in which my consciousness is no longer tied to my body.
A body wracked by norovirus and a runny nose.
A body I return to, one of my many bodies, at the end of dreamtime.
Releasing
Reification of the self
Denial of the self
Fear of focus on breath
Fear of being alone with myself.
Sadness of being alone together.